Help me please, I'm so confused! :(?

i went threw the same exact thing your going threw. i fell in love with my best friend. it sounds like she has feelings for you, but is to scared to tell you. i would just wait a little while to see if she tries to make a move or give you a sign that she likes you. as far as getting over her, its going to be really hard. the first person you like alot is almost impossible to get over. you just gotta learn how to live with just being friends and try to find someone else to like. from what you said, i think your bi. but your only 14, you still have time to figure out who you are! im 16 and still have no idea what i am. but i hope with help alittle.